-sighs-
So....little Shadow didn't make it. We had to put him down yesterday. He....didn't stand a chance. We did all we could but....he had to many odds against him. We knew he was sick when we took him home. But...we gave him a warm bed and love....we showed him love, and thanks to us...he didn't die at the hands of the pet shop.

I'm starting to wonder if I have lost my mind. I feel numb. Kevin tries all he can...gives all he has for me...and all I seem to be able to do is stare.
My mind is working...thinking....I feel as thought I no longer know anything. I feel something large is coming.....
am I about to experience freedom?
I'm so unsure.

Kevin's opened my eyes.
But have my eyes opened my mind?